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Letters To Existence (2023)

by October Noir

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eep The band's continued growth is evident on this album. While their influence is worn proudly on their sleeves, their sound has become more their own. I expected my favorite song to be one of the singles already released, so I was blindsided when I heard this 90's goth rock style banger. It's been on repeat for a bit and I'm hoping it will get some live play. Favorite track: Tourniquet.
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1.
Spring 02:50
2.
Where Earth meets Earth Is this it Eternal Golden virgin go-go girl Dancing on an upturned world The northern star stalking ghost A voice that haunts But her lips tell all that she won’t speak A single kiss is all knowing She’s in my head And in my sleep These talons sharp Well Her teeth cut in so fucking deep I’ll never want to know release But I’m frozen in my Endless lonely But the all seeing eye Never saw coming Soft spoken Or gentle hand Quells the beast Like a child in the deep forest An outward reach forbidden grasp Who is this queen To give advance The mirror shows It’s myself inside the looking glass So little time so much has passed But I’m Frozen in my endless lonely But the all seeing eye Never saw coming Time stands still Yet moves so fast I’m so focused And I’ve never been so sad and scared Forever here now never there Along came the spider With an entangling web The voice that’s inside her But She won’t give in And I never lost hope And I’ve never let go Until death do I part I hope she knows She knows
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Past pyrotechnics made this modern mess Beneath the conflict Pride, arrogance, selfishness Can't find the reason Unearth the great fool's knife My little demon snuffed out the light of Christ Convince me of lies masked as promises Make me the savior until you find a better man Conspired evil Cruel plots of our demise My little reaper carved out the light of Christ Fake wings and wires A halo hung from horns You were my fire Burned til' I was nothing more A halo hung from horns
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It feels I'm trapped inside the darkest chamber There's nowhere else to hide It's mental anguish I see through your disguise You're everywhere I'm running for my life but where's the danger? Only the sky hears me crying Old photographs remind of times we both have tried This bitter wall Reap what you sow A roses thorn cuts deep I think I'd rather bleed than know your ghost Forever Haunt Can we hold on tonight? Yeah, I still hear your lies they're everlasting Just tell them one more time that's all I'm asking Addicted to your voice Forgotten silence I need to cut the rope but scared of dying Only your warmth brings surrender Old photographs remind of times we both have tried This bitter wall Reap what you sow A roses thorn cuts deep I think I'd rather bleed than know your ghost Forever Haunt There goes a fantasy What could be you and me A thousand years of harmony Visions of ecstasy before we go to sleep Tragedy So much suffering There's no hope inside
5.
Deja View 08:13
Let's take a midnight ride a full moon night Mid-Summer scenic route Your hand on top of mine shifting gears Who cares what the night includes Share your thoughts and mind it's all so clear We can take the gas and God can steer Cool summer air and leather seats Oh, now baby, this is all I need to breathe All I've ever known is inside you Under scars where the blood runs deep Solace in our own Deja View Heartbeats stain memories Oh, I don't wanna go down Oh, another winding road now Girl, I don't wanna love nobody but you on this forever drive I think I'd rather die I don't wanna love nobody else I'll trace your jaw Caress your cheek A potent reveled dream Have you ever craved someone for their touch or voice? A cocktail of gasoline Let's go round and round up, down, and steep Take it fast or slow until we sleep When you love someone how can you set them free? Oh, now baby, that'll never work for me All I've ever known is inside you Under scars where the blood runs deep Solace in our own Deja View Heartbeats stain memories Oh, I don't wanna go down Oh, another winding road now Girl, I don't wanna love nobody but you on this forever drive I think I'd rather die I don't wanna love nobody else
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Clench 08:18
Longsuffer I'll gladly suffer And I may lose my mind Feels like I've lost my mind All others naïve and fake Don't care what they might say Care what they think or say Beaten down Yet I am found In fear, broken, and drained Held captive by this pain Sacred bonds Perpetual hate Is it all worthless? Were all these years in vain? (Betrayed) You'll have to murder to let me go murder to let me go murder to let me go My limbo of glass and salt Wounds that are open wide like I'm buried alive Harmony A trinity of mind, body, and soul Please look before you throw away She loved me her heart died with time Lock and key where she hides inside Hollow days seek and find my mind Early grave oh, revive - contrived Hold tight, hold tight, hold tight Hold tight, hold tight, hold tight Hold on tight, hold on tight, hold on tight Hold on tight, hold on tight, hold on tight Hold on
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Tourniquet 06:49
To know the light Is to know the sun I reached out Just to know the burn By breath I am bound My oxygen Of God I have found In the depths of Hell Maybe I Hold the flame for a little while Blindsided hit Sweet bitterness Maybe love Is not meant for my grip Is this a noose Or tourniquet? A water source Whispered air Internal fire And earthly bed The seasons know The elements To touch its flesh And taste it’s lips I think I’m fallen I think I’m falling in love There goes Alice Down this rabbit hole Stain glass cobblestone roads
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For Honor 09:21
You ran away with troubled times You said you'd change but you never tried Well I know When I'm in touch is when you grow cold Now all in vain it's a grudge you hold Now let go One love One Flesh One light a covenant Of worse Of best One life how could you lie? I've said it before and I will say it again These vows are of honor, not of cheap weapons But forever doesn't mean that it ends at your convenience There's still a flame inside your eyes I can tell right away when you look in mine That there's hope Emotional fear is the avant-garde How long will I wait til' I watch these walls crumble? Well it's sad that we've been reduced to this It's the naked truth that's been torn apart Come back so we can fix this A downward spiral Never touch the ground Give me those healing waters
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Illusions and arcane grins A black parade where all pretend Illustrate to use you Paint your grey on canvas white Colored truths opaque with lies Penetrate and use you Blindfold Flash paper matches, baby Flash paper From your ashes, baby Im made whole It’s an onslaught Of my love Yeah, you cry wolf Then you run home Counterfeit cold covered cull By demand it’s not enough Consummate and use you Lobotomy to cure despair Hour glass contention sweats Dominate and consume you All of joy and happiness Meaningless in the end wind casts at gravestones It makes me sick Combustion of A spark is quick Flash paper matches Outside glow Mysterious From the hole That’s dug in 6 feet plantation Set below But on high We reach the end Flash paper matches
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She’s Gone 05:15
All I can feel is to suffer Contort the truth for your gain Provoke anger and discover cowards play victim when faced My substance Fades away Narcissists Prey and drain Well she’s Gonorrhea Left with all hell in her eyes Yeah, she’s gonorrhea I won’t play your vicious game Now she’s gone Now she’s gone All of your abuse is vile Deflect, project, and gas light A succubus in denial Vampire of sacrifice Well she’s Gonorrhea Left with all hell in her eyes Yeah, she’s gonorrhea I won’t play your vicious game Now she’s gone Now she’s gone
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Winter 03:17

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released September 22, 2023

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October Noir Pensacola, Florida

Formed by Tom Noir in 2017 and from Pensacola, Florida. Tom solidified the path into the genres of Goth, Doom, Rock, and Metal. Drawing from influences such as Type O Negative, The Cure, 80s Hair Metal, Lycia, Danzig, and The Sisters of Mercy in order to create a thundering, deep, and dark resonance found in the naturistic platforms of pain, love, death, and spirituality. ... more

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